hello from Chiberia, y’all~
Write something every day (except Shabbat). I’ve actually only netted 1K more in the past week, which was actually just in the posts I made to this blog—a far cry from my 21K-in-four-weeks rate—but to be fair I was absurdly close to the threshold for pneumonia last week, so I’ll cut myself some slack. I did brainstorm some upcoming posts, start some drafts, and prep my bullet journal for the next month—so, you know, points to me.
Be better about money. Taxes are still not done—I have to contact an accountant because I’ve got some questions—but I did pull up my credit report and go on a quest yesterday to make sure every single payment reported is correct. I’ve also been working on the budget for next month, so I’ve got high hopes of continuing to improve in this category moving forward!
Self-validate more. This past week, I’ve done better at being nice to myself when I stumble and not giving myself too much crap for any blank spots in my habit tracker, so I’m pretty proud of myself right now. I just have to keep working on this moving forward. I also put my foot down about not going anywhere in this Arctic weather, so I’ll take that as self-care too. 🙂
until next week!
(this is not the post I had mentioned I was working on, but it’s so relevant after last night that I took a detour just as Shabbat ended to talk about this)
If you know anything about me, you know that I struggle with making decisions, staying focused, and being on time. Like, literally, those are my top three struggles. (How it never occurred to me that I might have ADHD is seriously wild.) Now, for a long time, I have talked about how my issues with time have to do with the fact that I don’t see time in a linear fashion (Business Insider’s explanation of linear-active time is the best I’ve seen re: my own conception of time)—but I think 11.5 years in the States have changed that a little bit.
Yesterday, I spent some time with my uncle for lunch—and it became abundantly clear that I am starting to see time differently, even though he has lived here for longer than I have.
it’s that time of the week again y’all~
Write something every day (except Shabbat). I’ve only missed a grand total of five days in the whole month, which is totally wild for me! I’ve also written 21.5K words this month, way beyond anything I’d imagined!
Be better about money. I’ve collected all the stuff I need, so I am hoping to be able to report that my taxes are done when next I give y’all an update. On a bright side, I’ve gotten up to date on almost every account and I’ve got a plan moving forward. On a “need to work on” note, I didn’t actually spend time cooking until yesterday, so that “restaurants” tab on Mint has been getting a lot of action.
Self-validate more. This one has remained difficult, but I’m happy to say that I’ve kept working on it, and I’ve got the whole year!
there are a couple of posts in the drafts that need to be finished and queued; hopefully one of them will be posted before the end of this week and then we’ll have another next week 💖
I wrote this two years ago and, unfortunately, it is still way too true—so in the light of today’s awfulness, I’m revisiting it and putting it here for posterity.
NOTES: I used the original spelling of 43’s name to avoid trolls but also because I refuse to let that surname die. Also, this is unedited except for the addition of bold italics for emphasis and the rewriting of the last sentence, which I edited to reflect my current description of my identity.
let’s check in on progress for my three big-picture goals for the year…
Write something every day (except Shabbat). I’ve actually only missed a couple of days (literally) so far this month and I’ve written just under 15,200 words (not counting this post). It has been really exciting, but grad school started this week so I expect I’ll slow down a little bit on the output… but I am going to keep working to find time to write! I’ve also been reading for leisure almost every day, even if for just a few minutes at a time, to give myself time to recharge before going back to work. It’s been really nice so far!
Be better about money. I’ve been trying to spend less with mixed results, but I have made an effort to track all my bills and get everything on AutoPay and just generally make sure I’m current on all accounts and have a clearer idea of how much money is in my checking at all times! Overall, I do feel like I’ve been doing better at not hiding from my finances, but I know that there is still a lot of work to be done! On a bright side, I did already prep all of my itemized deductions for my side gig (including my miles!) so I am literally just waiting on W-2s/1099s so I can file my taxes.
Self-validate more. One of the reasons I started a bullet journal (which my therapist is thrilled about!) is so I can have visual representations of my progress, which will make it easier to remember that I am growing and I should be giving myself credit for it. I’ve also been working on celebrating my successes (even if all I did was finish my to-do list) and talking myself through the stumbles in a less negative way—so I’m excited about my progress so far!
I am excited to report I am doing alright so far! I’m particularly excited about how much writing I’ve done… I’ve started tracking my word count in a gorgeous tracker courtesy of Svenja Gosen and, not counting this post, the blog post I’ve been working on (re: traditions, coming soon!), or any academic writing, I’ve written about 6300 words so far this month! I’ve also really tightened the reins on my finances—it’s going to be an interesting few weeks but I am hoping I’ll come out on the other side with a lot more breathing room.
somewhat relatedly, I saw my therapist for the first time in about a month (we took off for winter holidays) a couple of days ago and brought my bullet journal… she was really excited to see me working on something like this, especially with the mood tracker, and was really proud of me for actually resting rather than working during break.
now to keep the momentum going and keep myself as even possible…
yes, yes, it’s only January 2nd and people are usually still on the wagon today—but, actually, it would not be entirely unheard of for me to have already failed at doing one of the things I set out to do and start feeling like a failure.
instead, I’m going to take a couple of minutes to celebrate that I worked through my whole to-do list today and did a fair bit of work on my bullet journal and that I am now taking some time to reflect on what went well, prep to continue working tomorrow, and see what comes next.